ramble. ramble. ramble.
do I sound crazy?
“no, you sound human.”
smile. and that’s how it begins.
when your troubles are significant. when they matter. when they can be complete complaining chaos but it’s okay because we must release the bottled up bad, as much as the excitement. when someone listens, not because they have to but because they want. because they feel. because they can relate. because they know that sometimes you just need someone there.
you just fall and you get caught up and things spiral and the truth doesn’t matter because you’re already invested in a world of chaos and everything’s just a mess. it’s just a big mess with no plan or instructions. so you just ride the roller-coaster without knowing how it’ll end. you turn a blind eye and you just embrace it all and go with what you feel, moment for moment because that’s all a person can do.
don’t talk. don’t judge. don’t make up things in your small mind. don’t get involved in someone else’s business unless you’re asked. worry about your own life, not someone else’s. there’s enough people who do these things and bring down everyone-people they know and people they don’t.. be the rarity who’s different.. who’s there to help instead of hurt, who opens their mind a little more and uses their imagination for something epic, not petty. be someone who changes this world, not someone who infects it.. because every single person can make that difference- the world tilts on a thin line of something great and something destructive and your actions aid to which way it falls.
time has a tendency of showing who a person is. there will always be small minded people with jealous blood, envious bones, and hatred in their hearts. there will always be people who judge you and lie to you. there will always be people who are your friend because they have a motive, not a heart. unfortunately we live in a world of deception, where people are always out to get one another, to hurt one another. if we are to allow such poison to enter & infect our lives, we will all end up alone- with hearts ripped & good friendships torn. if there’s one thing I’ve learned in my life it’s that if someone’s out to get you, don’t let them destroy you or what’s in your life. as a writer, I know the power of words but as a person, I also know the power of heart. I know good people who are honest, & real, & behind me without question. so you can try to break me but I have a lot of things you don’t have, that’s why, in the end, you’ll fall.